this must be a flash forward-- in an ep Jack says to Kate, "Remember when we first met..." and it refers to the first episode where she's patching him up? .. so what the ****, they get off the island and he wants to go back? is season four going to be LOST, physically found and emotionally lost? oh god. maybe you're right, the drugs are making him crazy... the doctor did kind of look at him as if he was insane when he said, "find my father, and if he's not as drunk as i am you can fire me" .. also, when he says "do you have any idea what i've been through?" well it's sort of insanely more manic than any of his other flashbacks before the island.. and more manic than his situation without crashing on the island should be.

maybe he's just doing a desmond?

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