Oh, I think she chose Sawyer alright. Did you not see what they did in that cage? I think it sealed the deal when Saywer asked her if she didn't mean it when she said she loved him when Pickett was beating him, and she couldn't say anything, but he was able to say he loves her too. I think it was too hard for her to give that part of herself away. You gotta admit she has the right to have trust issues.